Wednesday, March 29, 2006

I'm not sure about you guys, but when i was a kid, my favourite shows are "Karate Kid" and "Back to the Future" series.

So check this out! The lastest addition to "Back to the Future" by producer of Brokeback Mountain.

Mr Chongky
9:39 AM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Sometimes i don't understand the rationale of presenting for some people. These people speak damn fast, pausing not at the full stops or commas, but for simple reason of catch their breath.

And they speak one word in between breaths, even though this word is the fuckinglongestwordthatihaveeverheardinmywholelifespokenataneckbreakingspeed *breath*

Last morning i met someone who spoke like this and i switch off immediately. Damn tempted to rise my hand in the middle of their presentation and ask him to speak slower. I hope this group flops at the presentation. Muahahaha...

Mrs Chongky has tickets for Ice Age 2. So i'm going to slack today. Maybe tomorrow morning then worry about my FA. Now wondering if can bring cute little Min out.

Today is Sabby the half bestie's 20th birthday. Even though she dosen't read about my blog and is too busy with her boyfriend and school that we haven't talk in a long while, besides dropping a message i reckon i should wish her a happy 20th birthday here.

Cheers

Mr Chongky
8:37 AM

Mr Chongky
1:00 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

I am more tempermental these days.

This is the last time i am going to be a slave and go all around the place on order.

No more special Chongky the hunting dog service anymore.

I am tired.

Mr Chongky
5:35 PM

I swear, plucking eyebow is so painful.

Yes i do pluck my eyebow (if i remember to do it in the first place) and i'm not ashamed to let people know.

It's so painful that i would swear off it if not for the neater look that it promises.

Ouch.

Came home tonight and spent the whole evening reading papers, watching chinese movie on channel u, then talking to my mummy after dinner.

I used to do this everyday, but in the midst of being a super juggler (in ZY's word), i haven't had as much chance to stay at home.

Got to do this more in summer.

Think my toe nails need some maintenance too.

Mr Chongky
5:34 PM

Sunday, March 26, 2006

Oh and do welcome me back to blogging.

And i bought a nice present for Mrs Chongky. I don't have a picture of it. But it's some cute little present that girls will find it cute (did i mention cute already?). Ask her if you want to know.

Ok i can't keep secret.

It's this designer s*** g**** r*** by c******* something from q***********.

;p

Mr Chongky
1:37 AM

I am determined that nothing should spoil my day.

Not after i attended Mrs Chongky's grandfather 80th bday dinner and made it through a happy man. Good food. Nice waiter. Cute kids. Nice people.

1. Happy man
Food and drinks always make Chongky a happy man.

2. Good food
Banquet dinner is always good food to Chongky.

3. Nice waiter
The waiter assigned to my table is damn nice. Because i am running a slight flu, i kept drinking lotsa warm water. And warm water isn't quite available at the bar in the ball room. So he must go to the back area to get it. And i drink damn a lot of water (until my stomach is mega bloated after dinner). So he kept replacing my glass with great efficiency (i have met worse) everytime i finished my drink. I'm only a lit upset with myself that i didn't compliment his good work attitude.

4. Cute kids
Lots of them! There's this sporty GA 10 years old girl. Then there's another artsy 11 years old girl who dances ballet. Then there's this a few month old fat cutey pie baby boy. And there's this 5 years old can talk damn well naughty boy. All so cute!!! I ran out of the ballroom to blow my nose and sneeze. Then the two girls saw me and Mrs Chongky outside. And then they would thinking i was going to kiss Mrs Chongky. Teased us for a whlie. Damn funny. You need to watch them speak with such great conviction.

And they seriously believe we are getting married.

Wahahaha...

5. Nice people
Everyone is really nice. So smiley (duh it's their father/ grandfather/ granduncle / uncle birthday. And absolutely no air. One even chat to me for a while.

My latest MSN nick: i'm not giving anyone a break

Yes i'm not going to give anyone a break. Don't step on my toe these days. Otherwise the ang mo bengness in me is going to explode and someone is going to get hurted badly. Ok i don't mean physically. It is never my intention to bash up anyone. Just pardon me for my mean look and hunky (ahem) body.

But i am going to give the person who diss me off a good scolding for sure. No mercy kind big time scolding that the whole world will know.

Hahahaha

Seriously, tell me. Do i sound intimidating now?

P/s: Eliza or Tracy or Eliza or Tracy or whoever it is (can't decide who is it) - thanks for giving the 7-eleven badges to Mrs Chongky. She passed them to me and i really like Mr Incredible and Woody.

Mr Chongky
1:23 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

I feel like a father.

Because right after my proj meeting right after my afternoon class, i went to buy dinner and rushed back. And after i cross the overhead bridge i saw Mrs Chongky and Min. Min is so cute i reach out my hand for the Gulp she was drinking and she just hand it over to me. I almost wanted to drink it, but to be sure i asked Mrs Chongky "do you think there's any saliva?"

Min: "Yes!"

Haha so cute right. Min is only 4 years old. After we bring her home Mrs Chongky and i went running. And when we came back, Min is already sleeping. So while i was having dinner, Mrs Chongky brought the slept but woke up Min downstairs for milk. So in her sleepy state, Min was swinging on her seat with her heavy lids.

SO CUTE RIGHT!

After milk i tug Min to sleep. So i just sat here beside the bed while she toss and turn. Haha...

Mr Chongky
10:10 PM

I have reached a new low in myself.

Firstly, my muscle (whatever remaining from last time) is melting into my fats. My cheekbone has disappeared as a result. My cheek appeared for the first time since jc. And i was called chubby first time in my life. *sigh

Secondly, my application for gym trainer is rejected. Looks like the only opportunity for me to be a gym trainer is to apply at Cali Gym instead. Wonder if they will accept me for the summer months.

Thirdly, Esplanade Youth just sent me an email about volunteer performer with a japanese group. Fuck it crash with my exams period. *sigh again

Well, on the bright side, i have set time for myself to go to the gym today. *cheer

Ok, let me get down to work now.

Mr Chongky
11:10 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Unfortunately she didn't tell me you guys asked me not to come.

So i came.

I apologise for turning up.

I guess it's ok for you people to pass judgement. COS I'M ALWAYS IN THE WRONG. Fucking hell if hear one side of the story then i'm the bad guy so be it. I'm the bad guy.

I wondered how come i lost my friends. Now i know. Because i don't tell people about myself and over time people just leave me.

TO MY FRIENDS: I MISS YOU GUYS.

Mr Chongky
2:31 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Mr Chongky
9:10 PM

I need a job for summer.

Let me know if you have lobang.

Thanks.

Mr Chongky
8:43 PM

I had a bad day.

For the don't know how many days, i haven't had my fix of proper meal. Rice with veg and fish and meat. Like for tonight, i had yee noodle with sliced fish. This afternoon i had prawn yee noodle.

I don't know what am i doing with my life. I suspect that in an attempt to spend more time with girlfriend and to work out my studies, i am neglecting my family and myself. I don't see my family people everyday anymore. I don't dance as often anymore. I don't exercise often and i hardly race. I don't watch much tv serial and i don't read newspaper everyday.

Well something to be cheerful about. I had this meaningful conversation with Vince. Vince is a NAC scholar. He shared his view on dance teacher and his experience in dancing when we were doing small talk. Very insightful indeed. I'm super impressed. If you wish to learn dancing, i vouch that Vince is the best person i know that you should learn from.

And another thing is on my way to MRT station from dance studio, i saw this porsche carrera packed by the road side. OH MY GOSH IT IS THE CARRERA THAT I LOVE SO MUCH IN NFS5.

Ok pardon me. I'm nuts. I don't feel like doing work now, even though i promised myself that i will. I swear bedroom is never conducive enough to do work in.

Mr Chongky
12:10 AM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

It's a bright and sunny, and happy day.

I slept so much that i am so happy. Wahahaha... and best of all, Mrs Chongky's father is ok with the scratches on the rim. Just polish can le. (Shhhhh... don't tell him about the scratches on his body kit k).

I'm doing my BGS project now. Later bringing the kid(s) out, when Mrs Chongky wakes up from her nap. So piggy right, sleeping at this hour. Even Mrs Chongky's Mum says so.

Hope that brokeneck Minsy and brokearm Jon recover soon. Then all of us can start mugging for exams in a small GSR. AND THEN i can block the door and fart and everyone in the room will suffer.

MUAHAHAHA...

Have been wanting to do that since a long time ago.

But seriously, really hope poor Minsy and poor recover real soon. Minsy doesn't seem to be doing really well.

Mr Chongky
1:41 PM

It's only today that i realise i suck.

I drove Mrs Chongky's father's car out just now and i strike the bloodly curb. And the body kit and the rim are scratched. Fuck i should have knew it. It's just a matter of time i get into trouble and end up on the wrong side of the book.

The scratches are very bad. The body kit has fragments hanging underneath and it's quite obvious if you stare at the rim to notice the deep marks engraved as random arts. I admit. I was reckless. I thought i can go through the 3 pt turn. Overestimated everything. And then grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

FUCK.

I was just feeling great after Tri-Challenge. The spirit of competition and racing has just came back to me. The 2 miles spinning was a new experience which i welcome totally. Mrs Chongky enjoyed the race experience too.

The only sad part of the race is that Jon dislocated his bad shoulder. I was damn panicky. Went up immediately after i heard that my team mate hurt his shoulder and cannot continue. The bad feeling was already there when i didn't see him coming among the first few into the sports hall to pass the race to me.

Jon was damn zai. Mrs Chongky and i went up only to be told that he went down. So we took the lift down again and continued the race with Jon's permission. I swear tt is all in the spirit of sportsmanship and nothing to do with my disregard for my friend's health. To me i only wish for everyone to finish the race safely. Winning or not is really not my concern.

After Mrs Chongky and i completed the race we rushed back to the school clinic to look for him. Even more gan cheong when he's not there. So we starting making phone calls etc to look for our friend.

So we found Jon with dropping arm and the chinese sinseh at Kovan popped it back.

What a hell of a day. Injured friend, scratched car.

And now Mrs Chongky is complaining i have no pictures on my blog.

WHO KNOWS HOW TO PUT PIC PLS TEACH ME!!

Wellz... now Mrs Chongky wants me to go off.

Ciaoz guys.

Mr Chongky
1:00 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

I would like to apologise to those who thought of me as a sensible young adult and expect me to conduct myself as one.

I am not anywhere near that expectation.

I admit i have been thinking highly of myself recently that it has gotten to my head. I forgot who i am.

I dreamt that i am really as muscular as people would compliment. I dreamt that i became Hercules and i have to ability to bash anyone to plup and get away with it. I dreamt of a lot of things.

All until a humbling experience tonight and a verbal bashing by Mrs Chongky.

I was drunk with my dream and the macho Brokeback Mountain. I was drunk with another compliment from a friend this afternoon.

The details ain't something i am proud to talk about, but they are definitely something i won't expect myself to encounter since i left sec sch.

In that moment of clarity, i remembered i have people's hope on me. Family, Mrs Chongky, friends, dance teachers, dance team, kayaking coaches. I cannot let myself ruin all i have built up. I fought to be where i am today. And i am not stupid enough to just let it go.

Mrs Chongky is right. What is the fucking use of understanding my own ability, if i cannot consider the big picture? I have failed terribly.

I could have done things my way and screw everything up. I could have showed everyone how macho i am and screw myself up after that. But i prefer i do it the right way. No point continue being wrong if i know how wrong i was.

I was one step closer to realising another small dream of mine this afternoon. Now i am ten steps back from where i was. I guess it would take some time for me to sort myself out.

In the meanwhile, i'm back to the humble Chongky that everyone once knew. The Chongky who was humble and not confident enough to take credit for what he does. The Chongky who was shy and stay away from limelight. The Chongky that takes initiative to contact every single one of his friends from time to time to find out how they are doing even though he hasn't receive a word from them for ages.

No more muscular Chongky. Only humble Chongky.

Mr Chongky
12:54 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

It has been a while since i attempted to talk about something intelligent on the blog. All the time it's either about my sorry life or my sorry ass.

SO NOW, i am going to talk about my sorry life AND my sorry ass again.

Wahahaha...

Went Fish & Co for birthday celebration today. The person was really nice. Didn't bother to check I/C etc to find out if i am cheating her scoop of ice cream, candle and sparkler. =)

Once again, no picture. Because

1) I have no camera.
2) I don't know how to post a picture YET.
> There is no picture.

I swear this is not fallacious. Definitely valid. The premises are true and the conclusion is, as you can see for yourself, true. Hence the deductive argument here is sound.

Chongky, the sucker for AS.

Well, on the way back to school, i dropped off my application form to work. The person was like "oh you're the Chongky with all the NCAP and stuff" and then i go "ya" with a polite smile. And then i proceeded to tell him that if i can be sponsored for my NCAP theory course (which isn't cheap at all) it would be good (in an understatement tone).

I desire to be over qualified. However, i am far from it. Friends who have started with me have gone a long way. Of course there are suckers who dropped out along the way. But let's not compare ourselves to these people who lost their interest/goal/motivation. I have just successfully pestered a friend for a personal paddle. There are of course some conditions and stuff which makes it not my own, but it will almost be mine.

Thanks Monster. Hope you're still reading. Otherwise i have already thanked you. Wahahaha...

Well, with a "personal" paddle, can i now say that i have more motivation to develop what is it in me? During summer i mean...

There are a lot of things i want to do. I used to wish that i can work in the gym or hold a job related to outdoor adventures and my whole day would only consists of working a little bit and working out my body for the rest of the day. And then i would waste life away without any career goals. Of course, i still want to make a difference and continue to coach/teach/instruct.

If you are not aware, each of the term consist its own meaning. Depending on the job nature, i suspect i would go through all three roles.

Last night i was watching this programme on Adventure 1. About this Itatlian runner who lost his way during Marathon Sa Des (i hope i got the right spelling). He gave up, but survived. And he fought for his survival in the desert for nine days.

I think i know what attracted me to adventure sports in the first place. It's the uncertainty, the lack of knowledge about your own survival. How you push your own body and mind to the limits just for your own survival. How you evolve to a stronger person.

Many know that i now lack the ability to persue my dream. Body limitation will never satisfy my desire for that adventure element. I can suppress my desire now. But there will be one day i find it impossible to hold myself back anymore.

That day, i will do something.

Climbing alphine mountain, going on AXN Eco Challenge, doing first descent on kayak.

I will find out on that day.

Mr Chongky
4:24 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

You Are 7 Up

Understated and subtle, people warm up to you slowly. But once they're hooked, they can't imagine going back to anyone else! Your best soda match: Diet Coke Stay away from: Mountain Dew

Mrs Chongky drinks so much diet coke. She MUST BE diet coke.

Don't tell me about fallancy. I am in AS class now and i KNOW what is fallancy. In fact i AM learning it now as i am typing this entry.

You Should Drive a Ford Explorer SportTrac

Tough and supercharged, you have some rather extreme driving practices. You've been known to intimidate a few drivers. You rule the road.

Well and i hope i am not intimidating on the road. Wahaha... all know me to be friendly driver, RIGHT?

Brainy Kid

In high school, you were acing AP classes or hanging out in the computer lab. You may have been a bit of a geek back then, but now you're a total success!

Woo hoo! I'm just waiting for this to happen now.

Mr Chongky
12:31 PM

I was blog surfing just now and i came across this MyHeritage Face Recognition that matches faces to celebrities. Ya ya i know it's FA now but who cares. The first time i ran my matri photo,

I have 58% resemblance to John Williams (not the prof mind you)

57% resemblance to Bruce Li (wwwwaterrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~)

55% resemblance to Sean Lennon

52% resemblance to Stanley Kubrick

50% resemblance to Luis Figo (finally i am a hunk)

49% resemblance to Bae Yong-jun (which appeared twice in the three tests i ran)

46% resemblance to Andy Roddick (if only i play soccer, er i mean tennis like him)

45% resemblance to Yuen Biao (aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~)

For the second photo and third photo i ran, nothing especially glam that i want to talk about. Wahaha...

If you are interested in the site,

http://www.myheritage.com/FP/Company/tryFaceRecognition.php?s=1&u=g0&lang=EN&restore

Mr Chongky
11:25 AM

Woo hoo Mrs Chongky has a new LV.

I have a new bag too. But it's just a lousy crumpler.

I like the crumpler.

Wait till you see it.

Mr Chongky
8:24 AM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

You Are a Powdered Devil's Food Donut

A total sweetheart on the outside, you love to fool people with your innocent image. On the inside you're a little darker, richer, and more complex. You're a hedonist who demands more than one pleasure at a time. Decadent and daring, you test the limits of human indulgence.

Mr Chongky
3:45 PM

Dear friends who came to the party. Thank you on behalf of the host.

I thought i could talk and interact more. But just too sick and tired to do so. If i gotten enough rest i might do better. Unfortunately there isn't enough time to do so.

So my utmost sincere apology if my weird behavior caused some worrying again.

For the rest of the details, i can't say much here. Because not allowed so. However those friends whom i have known for the longest time since school started, i appreciate everything about you guys.

Whatever shit happens today is just too hard to forget.

Wish me well talk to me more and make my life happier.

Cheers.

Mr Chongky
2:31 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Announcement - Chongky is up and running again. Woo hoo.

Mr Chongky
8:38 PM

Random Thought of the day - I want to run a marathon.

Mr Chongky
8:36 PM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

I'm damn du lan.

How can i be penalised 20% of my course grade just because i am down with dengue fever and on MC and cannot make it to sch?

Shit man. I used to think school is fair.

Mr Chongky
10:23 PM